I’ve been working for 4 months now. First two months was training for our production, third month was for our parallel run and currently our live operations.
This is my first job as I just graduated last year, May 2017. To be honest, it’s hard to find a job since you’re a fresh graduate with no work experience at all. It took me about 5 to 6 job application from several companies before a company finally accepted me. At some point, I lost hope thinking that maybe the problem is in me. I assessed myself every single end of the job interview. It’s frustrating because I know I can do it. It’s just that I’m not confident on how I speak or communicate in English. Yes, speaking English is my weakness especially when it’s on the spot. I tend to stutter so much when talking, even in my mother tongue. I don’t know what’s happening but I guess I tend to overthink a lot. So many thoughts every time I try to converse with people.
I don’t know. I’m tired thinking right now. I’m gonna end this nonsense blog. It’s just some random thoughts. Haven’t updated this blog tho. Well, I guess no one is reading my posts so I don’t mind making this on public.
Have a nice day guys!